It gets so frustrating, this writing lark. I wish I could just walk away from it sometimes and forget this need to use words to disinfect life. I know I'm still writing blind. I don't know and don't think that I care, most of the time about the 'rules'. Which is true mostly but not entirely. Sometimes I feel like screaming because I'm not sure which rules I'm breaking and which I'm adhering to. Which makes me feel like an absolute dodo because I should know, by now.
Must admit though, I'm enjoying it as much as ever. I guess in the big picture, that's all that matters. I don't want to become a part of the rat-race. Competition, seems to be an intrinsic factor of uber-Capitalism, which is something that I think I strongly disagree with. So I'll write to the standards of my heart, not the world.